Sundays youth group sunday. Anyone want to come hear me read my sermonette? April 19th me and cory are going to the webster to see alkaline trio, against me, plutosgang & tip the van. This kid we met whose in plutosgang is giving us tickets soon so if you want to come I need to know before i buy zem. Stuff is so busy lately.
But this weekend, i : >>>Had cory pick me up and celebrate valentines day and give me a bunch of flowers and candy <3
>>>Went to taco bell where me and cory ate bean burritoes, and a little blonde girl with pigtails came up and told me i was beautiful and gave me a kiss on my cheek. It was adorable. I bragged about it all night.
>>>went to the mest/allister/ scary kids scaring kids concert with cory. >>>It was pretty crazAY. Me and cory started like a zillion moshpits and everyone wanted us to die. Lolololol.
>>>cuddled with cory.
>>>Had my party. Only everyones parents were a) Scared of the snowstorm and not wanting to drive, or b) grounded from report cards that just came out or c) Something in between those.
But still joe, mariya, jared, brian, becky, eileen, taylor, mike arnold, lauren, liz, cory and jessica came.
(i missed haley and allee so bad.)
Oh, and then fucking marisa and melissa came in and like, dressed up in all black and masks, came and took food, threw it on my doorstep, left a pair of bloody underwear and tapped on our windows and left. (brian mooned his frontals at them haha.)
Its so lame that they did that though, just because melissa knows im mad at her now. And that she wasnt invited.
Hahah. Thats what she gets for being an asshole to me all year and telling Kara that i "am trying to be allee." (Just becaue me and allee dress sort of scene doesnt mean im fuckng trying to be her. I mean its not like allee invented all the clothes she wears. And i mean, allee's defintetely not the first person to wear leggings or buy checkered vans. Owell, Melissa's lame.)
But yeah. That was my weekend. Heres a picture of joe and cory nakey haha.
Yeahh. Went to the mall with alex steve & cory. We hung there. Then went to YG. And steve's one of those "I HATE ALL SCENE KIDS" kids. So we argued a little. I TOTALLY WON. haha. He was all "i just hate the whole off centered pop out words checkered rainbows blah blah blah trend" Im just like dude. Look at yourself. He has the whole "scene" hair cut with the spiked hair in the back, TIGHT pants, leopard vans, striped sweater with pins on it. (yet he was calling me scene for pins on my purse..)
And its just like seriously. Every style is a "scene". And anything you call scene can be called something else. Rainbows=gay pride. Spiky haircuts=punk. Checkered stuff=ska. Off centered shirts=L.A. fashion Skulls=what style doesnt use skulls. Guys in tight pants= indie.
And its just like, seriosly steve, have you MET EVERY SINGLE "SCENE" KID? No. you havent. Plus i love the part where everyone kid who is called scene, says they hate scene. But seriously, when the fuck is this gonna matter. Wear what you want. And dont have a fit if the new pants you just bought have X's on the pocket. You just like to say you hate those kids because it makes you feel above it all. YOU AINT AS PUNK AS YOU THINK.
To everyone who says skateboarding is harder then snowboarding: ITS NOT. SNOWBOARDING IS A BEAST.
I went with Jared and cory. It was really fun in the end. In the begining it was just freaking frustarating. I'd go down a little, hit an ice chunk and fall. And i basically couldnt get up for the life of me.
Finally i figured out how to get up and it was better.It was fun. But then me and cory went down some big hill and got tired of falling so we sled the rest of the way down. And it was THE-FUNNEST- THING-EVER. End of story. I laughed my asssssssss off.
It was a good time. We saw a couple kids from my grade. And yeah. we ate alot.
I dont know the girl, but if she started thinks ive been knocked up shes pretty retarrrrrrrded. I dont even know why she thinks that. Im not THAT fat, (chubby but not a balloon belly.) and the only reason ive been out is cause of mono. Not a fucking abortion. Eh. Whatever.
Its just weird when like; 40 people come up to me & ask me.
Today sucks. Everything about it. Jareds no longer in my study hall. I have gym first period. I hate gym.
No more allee in the morning.
I pretty much have no friends in any of my classes. I want to kill myself at 6:30 am when i know i have to go to school. My mom always fights with me in the morning. Im so far behind in school work. But no one can help me. My teachers just gave me all this work. I dont fucking know how to do it. I still have to take two exams. My teachers hate me.
dalfkhdaskfl. It feels good to whine in my livejournal.
But on a positive note: Tonight im watching 24. That makes me smiley. And february is going to be awesome. *me and corys one year anniversary (we want to celebrate it in boston) *Snowball (my first school dance w. cory) *Feb break (no schoooooool mmmm<3) *Valentines day!
Okay heres something that’s REALLY bothering me lately. How everyone is about the band Panic at the Disco.
Its either the kids that listen to them And keep saying “shotgun wedding” Without even knowing what the lyrics Are talking about. Or it’s the kids Who are like “omg their so scene I hate them” “their too popular their too fall out boy”
Blah blah blah. Let me explain what some of their songs mean. So you can all stop pretending you know everything about them
Time to dance= 100% about the book Invisible Monsters by Chuck Palianhak. (the best book in the world)
Lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking Their clothes off. = About the movie Closer.
London beckons songs about money by machines= About diary a book by chuck palainhak.
Camisado= About Fight Club. A book by Chuck Palianhak. (also a made into a movie.)
I write sins not tragedies= About Survivor A book by Chuck Palianhak.
Theirs a few others but I think you get the idea. So stop with the “shes bleeding all over the ballroom floor? Omfg that’s so emo!!11oneoen!! eewzz!” Its about a part of Invisible Monsters where The main character gets in a car accident And goes to her best friends wedding etc etc. Read the book you’ll get it.
I love them. I think its awesome to have a band That draws attention to books. (Especially when its books by my all time favorite author.)
So yeah. Hearing about how people talk about Them just bothers me. Their a really good band. Deal with it.
Also look at what they wrote in their song London beckons songs about money by machines: (its written in a way Chuck palianhak writes in the book Diary.)
"Just for the record The weather today is slightly sarcastic with a good chance of A. Indifference and B. Disinterest in what the critics say
Well we're just a wet dream for the webzines Make us it Make us hip Make us scene Or shrug us off your shoulders Don't approve a single word we wrote"
See. Its predicting how everyone would act about them. And they were 100% right. Whats more witty than that. Exactly. So shut up please =]. You liked the band when you first heard them but now your too cool for them. Yeahhhhhs.
Just because your not the only one who listens to a band doesnt mean they suck.
I want a friend who actually tries to be one. Everyone tries so hard to act like they dont need you. And barely want you. I want someone who calls me and IM's me first.
